TRUMPONOMICS

 

“For decades, our country has been looted, pillaged, raped and plundered by nations near and far, both friend and foe alike,”-  Donald Trump .

While dramatic in tone, this sentiment resonates with a significant portion of the American public. However, this narrative of victimhood is, at best, only half the truth. The forces that have shaped America’s current predicament—economically, politically, and socially—have largely been born from within its own institutions. The Freemasons, the CIA, and sprawling American corporations, independently and sometimes in concert, have wielded an arsenal of instruments—economic pressure, covert operations, political interference, and outright military interventions—to construct and maintain global supremacy. This architecture of dominance, built on fragile moral and economic foundations, is now unravelling. What Trump laments is, in many ways, the blowback from decades of unchecked ambition.

Historically, American foreign and economic policy has often prioritized corporate interests and geopolitical leverage over ethical considerations. The CIA’s role in the 1953 Iranian coup (Operation Ajax), orchestrated in part to protect the interests of British Petroleum, is one such example. So too is the infamous United Fruit-backed coup in Guatemala in 1954, aimed at safeguarding American business interests under the guise of anti-communism. These interventions were not anomalies—they were features of a system in which American corporations and agencies played god in foreign lands, reshaping sovereign nations in pursuit of resource control and market access.

Fast forward to the modern era, and this imperialistic model has come full circle. The very forces that once extended America’s reach are now implicated in its decline. Deindustrialization, the offshoring of jobs, and the rise of the financialized economy were not orchestrated by foreign powers, but by domestic elites and institutions seeking short-term profit over long-term stability. The very corporations that once profited from empire-building now exploit global labour arbitrage, hollowing out the American middle class in the process.

In this context, Donald Trump emerges not merely as a populist, but as a gunslinger—an erratic, self-styled saviour trying to patch a sinking ship with brute rhetoric and protectionist tools. His approach to global affairs can best be described through the lens of "brinkmanship"—a negotiation tactic that involves pushing a situation to the edge of crisis to compel the other side to concede. Trump wielded this aggressively during his trade wars with China, in his strong-arm renegotiation of NAFTA (culminating in the USMCA), and in his loud criticisms of NATO members and the European Union. The objective was simple: make the other party believe they had more to lose by not making a deal.

This is the essence of what many observers have dubbed the “Trump Doctrine”—not a formal geopolitical theory, but a recognizable pattern of behaviour marked by disruption, unpredictability, and a hyper-transactional worldview. The Doctrine rejects multilateralism in favour of bilateral arm-wrestling. It prizes short-term wins over long-term relationships. It uses pressure, not persuasion, and thrives on keeping allies and adversaries alike uncertain about what comes next. In essence, Trump brought the drama and brinkmanship of The Apprentice to the world stage—this time, the boardroom was global, and the stakes far greater.

America today is ensnared in its own fragmented narratives. The unity that once held under the myth of exceptionalism is breaking down. Competing ideologies, alternative facts, and polarized media have created an epistemological chaos. Trump’s brash diagnosis of decline—though simplistic—speaks to the disorientation many Americans feel. He offers no nuanced policy blueprint, but a kind of political catharsis. He channels rage, nostalgia, and distrust into action, regardless of whether the solutions are viable in the long term.

Can he pull off his histrionic crusade? That remains to be seen. Economics, after all, is not a hard science. It is interpretive, contingent, and often shaped more by perception and power than by theory. Throughout history, many policies dismissed by the academic consensus have found unexpected success—or at least, political efficacy. Franklin D. Roosevelt’s New Deal was derided by orthodox economists of the time. More recently, Modern Monetary Theory (MMT), once ridiculed, is now entering mainstream fiscal debates.

If economists themselves can’t agree on foundational issues—from inflation drivers to fiscal multipliers—then why should Trump's actions be judged solely by traditional metrics? He may not be a scholar or a statesman, but he has demonstrated an uncanny ability to tap into the collective psyche. And that, in the realm of politics, can be more potent than technical correctness.

Ultimately, the Trump phenomenon is less about the man than the moment—a nation reckoning with its own contradictions, seeking clarity in chaos, and flirting with the idea that perhaps, just perhaps, the loudest man in the room might be the one holding the mirror.

ravivarmmankkanniappan@1757040420253.0567° N, 101.5851° E

The End Of FEIGNED DIPLOMACY

The White House Meeting

(Screenshot from Youtube)

I was watching the diatribe in Washington recently when both Trump and Vance went on a diatribe against Zelensky. It almost sounded like an Indian talk show where they invite a guest, together with a few others who have an opposing view of the main guest, and everyone will target the main guest with barrage of offensive spews. With the thumping of noise, eventually the poor guest will give up arguing and end up looking like an incompetent fool.

What particularly caught my attention are articles written by Pro Democrats describing how Trump had nailed the end of global political diplomacy via his uncouth behaviour against his guest, Zelenskyy at the White House.

But looking deeper into this entire episode I find it reeks western hypocrisy since the “Great Game”. The Great Game was an era from the early 19^th century where both the British and Russian empires were turmoiled in strategic rivalry to exert influence in Central Asia. This parasitic hypocrisy festered exponentially, from colonial expansion under the guise of civilising missions, to contemporary interventions, camouflaged as “humanitarian aids”.     

This led me to relook at an old frustration with the modern systems of political diplomacy, particularly within Western framework.

Western polity today have come to believe that they own and are the guardian of democracy and hence they have peddled that Political diplomacy and political correctness to be the pillars of modern democratic discourse. The purpose of it all is to maintain civility, avoid unnecessary conflicts, and promote dialogue among nations, communities, and individuals. But history has taught us bitter lessons, where these very mechanisms had and can prolong conflicts and exacerbate further problems.

Political diplomacy often involves negotiation, compromise, and avoidance of confrontational language. While this can be effective in certain circumstances, it sometimes delays necessary actions. By focusing on tact, subtlety, and consensus, difficult issues may be deferred or watered down, never fully addressed. This is especially true in cases of deep-rooted systemic injustice, where addressing the "elephant in the room" requires hard choices and uncomfortable truths.

Case in point, the Israel-Palestine conflict. It when through decades of negotiations, peace accords, and UN resolutions, but todate negotiating parties have avoided direct confrontation with core issues, such occupation, settlements, and state of displaced populations. So, what we see is, in the name of political tact and compromise, the powers that be have skirted urgent action, prolonging suffering and instability instead of addressing systemic injustices with decisive, uncomfortable solutions.

In the form of political correctness, which was originally the outcome of cultural sensitivity and awareness, it prevents political leadership from speaking bluntly about uncomfortable topics, even when those topics demand urgent attention. For example, the unwillingness to confront inequalities or histories of exploitation head-on, out of fear of offending certain groups, may inadvertently perpetuate the very issues one aims to resolve.

This was evident in South Africa’s post-apartheid transition. The Truth and Reconciliation Commission (TRC) prioritized national unity over full accountability, granting amnesty to many perpetrators of apartheid-era crimes. On one hand this fostered peace, but on the other it failed to address the more pressing economic inequalities which stemmed from historical exploitation. Hence the failure to confront this systemic injustice ended up with wider socio-economic disparity.

Therefore, in times of a transparent digital connect today, the notion of discreet hidden agenda is no longer viable nor judicious. The Cambridge Analytica scandal is one good example of how digital transparency exposes covert political agendas. In 2018, it was revealed that Cambridge Analytica had harvested data from millions of Facebook users without consent, using it to influence elections, including the 2016 U.S. presidential race and the Brexit referendum. This incident highlighted the erosion of privacy and the need for greater oversight in digital political strategies, and it goes to show nothing goes without scrutiny of the masses.

It is about time political statesmanship approaches both global or domestic issues, in a direct, confrontational approach and break the cycle of evasive diplomacy.

This recalls the philosophy of pragmatism, propounded by the likes of William James and John Dewy, where they believe that solutions must be judged by its practical consequences rather than adherence to abstract principles, case in point political diplomacy and political correctness. Therefore, a pragmatic approach would cease diplomatic courtesy over actually solving the problem at hand.

We have seen in history; bold actions had been necessary evil to halt further sufferings. In the case of slavery in the American history, the Civil War, which was considered a direct and violent confrontation that, while tragic, was a necessary response to the inability of diplomacy to address the problem. At the end of World War II, negotiations failed under the Potsdam Declaration for Japan to surrender unconditionally. All diplomacy failed even with USSR onboard the process. The failed diplomacy to end the Pacific war led the US to go for an atomic strike on Hiroshima and Nagasaki. By no means to justify the act, it appears that it was the only pragmatic way to jolt the Japanese to concede surrender. Hence the phrase “to catch the bull by its horn” though appears hardnosed would be an unflinching stance to achieve meaningful solution in global politics.

The "Western political gentlemanship" which is bounded by a system that has been built upon a façade of civility, often comes with the risk of maintaining the status quo, particularly when power structures benefit from the existing situation. The irony is this construct disguises the truth by using diplomacy as a shield to avoid confronting uncomfortable baggage that the Western powers carry.

Philosophically, Nietzsche argues that moral codes and ethical structures can be a form of weakness, hiding the true will to power. In diplomacy, moralizing or portraying it as the universal solution, can serve as a cloak to evade addressing the deep-seated power imbalances that shape international relations or even domestic policies. Interestingly Western political elites had for time immemorial have engaged in these practices not out of genuine concern for fairness, but because these systems serve their interests and uphold a facade of legitimacy.

So, did Trump expose the elephant in the room? Far too long the leftist media had portrayed Zelensky as the victim but never once attempted to explore his role in the entire conflict. Putin (not an angel himself), was a convenient entity to put the entire blame on, and the media pandered to this gallery.

Hence it will be apt to give a philosophical twist to expound the limits of politeness and diplomacy. Jean-Paul Sartre, the existentialist, postulates that individuals and societies often choose to ignore uncomfortable truths because facing them would demand responsibility and action. Hence Sartre says, this avoidance is a form of bad faith or simply put an act of self-deception that shields stakeholders from the consequences of their own freedom and the responsibility to change things.

Philosophically, acknowledging the elephant means being willing to confront not just the obvious political issues at hand but also the willingness to accept accountability for the historical, structural, and systemic factors that have allowed the conflicting issues to exist and persist.

Interestingly, this confrontational style embraces the discomfort of acknowledging that, at times, the structures of diplomacy and political correctness serve the interests of the powerful rather than those they purport to protect.

Candor is essential in seeking an amicable solution to any conflict, particularly in global politics. The need for honest and openness in confronting political issues, must be a given, particularly when the current systems of diplomacy and political correctness seem to either sidestep or perpetuate these problems. While diplomacy and political correctness have their merits in maintaining peace and civility, there are times when these mechanisms fail to address the core issues at hand, and direct action is necessary. This incident underscores a willingness to confront uncomfortable truths about power dynamics, moving beyond polite conventions to address systemic issues directly.

The Oval Office meeting between Trump, Zelenskyy, and JD Vance exemplifies this confrontational approach that challenges traditional diplomatic norms.

Philosophically, this aligns with pragmatic, existential, and Nietzschean ideas that urge individuals and societies to stop hiding behind polite conventions and face the hard truths that can lead to real change. This, however, comes with a cost, the willingness to accept discomfort and potentially contentious action.

“Never underestimate the sly of a person, Trump is not a clown, nor Zelenskyy an angel.”

Cheers.

ravivarmmankkanniappan@1241030320253.0571° N, 101.5911° E

The Maha Kumbh Mela and Quantum Mechanics

 

The Way To Triveni Sangam

In quantum mechanics, time and space are not fixed constructs but infinite, fluid dimensions where reality exists in superposition. The linear perception of time, a mere human construct, dissolves in the quantum realm, where past, present, and future coexist. Particles behave probabilistically, moving with apparent free will, neither bound by causality nor confined to a singular path. The universe, in this view, is a boundless quantum field, constantly shifting, where existence is not a sequence but an interconnected whole. Without a definitive beginning or end, what we call "reality" is but a fleeting wave in an infinite ocean of possibilities. So a simple observation of nature is all about nothing. Since reality is an infinite quantum field, any observation is merely a transient interaction within an ever-shifting wave. What we perceive as nature is an illusion—nothing but fleeting probabilities.

Ramana Maharshi

This contention is identical to the thoughts and philosophy of Ramana Maharshi which is the prescription of Vedanta Philosophy.

Quantum physics suggests that reality is a superposition of possibilities, with particles existing in multiple states until observed. This aligns with Vedanta’s idea that the perceived world is Maya—an illusion created by the mind. According to Vedanta, our perception of reality is not absolute but conditioned by our consciousness. Ramana Maharshi emphasized self-inquiry (Atma Vichara), urging seekers to question the very nature of their existence, ultimately revealing that the self and the universe are one indivisible whole.

In quantum mechanics, the observer effect highlights how observation collapses a wavefunction into a definite state. Similarly, Vedanta teaches that the mind, through identification and perception, constructs the illusion of separation. If the observer withdraws their identification with form and time, what remains is pure consciousness—akin to the un-collapsed quantum field of infinite potential.

The notion that time is a human construct resonates deeply with Advaita Vedanta, which posits that past, present, and future are mere projections of the mind. In the ultimate state, beyond duality, existence is timeless and boundless, just as quantum physics suggests a reality beyond deterministic cause and effect. Thus, both quantum mechanics and Vedanta converge on the idea that reality is an ever-shifting, interconnected field of potential, where what we call "nature" is but a fleeting manifestation of the infinite. The key, according to Vedanta, is to transcend illusion and recognize the eternal self—the substratum of all existence.

Hence to understand consciousness, a spiritual seeker should practice Atma Vichara (self-inquiry), asking, "Who am I?" Ramana Maharshi propounds the notion of self-enquiry, which is the process to dissolve egoic illusions, to reveal pure awareness. Meditation and mindfulness is known to help transcend time-bound perception, aligning with the quantum field of infinite potential. Therefore, detaching from transient phenomena, observing without attachment, and surrendering to the present moment would lead to direct experiential knowledge. True realization arises when the seeker recognizes that consciousness is not personal but the infinite, formless essence of existence itself.

Naga Baba at the Kumbh Mela

Sivapuranam, a devotional hymn to Lord Shiva, deeply resonates with Vedanta philosophy and even parallels quantum mechanics in its understanding of reality. The hymn glorifies Shiva as the ultimate, formless reality (Brahman), beyond duality, time, and space. This aligns with Advaita Vedanta, which teaches that the world of separateness is an illusion (Maya), and true knowledge comes from realizing the non-dual, infinite self. By surrendering to Shiva, devotees dissolve their ego, transcending the limitations of individuality and merging with the absolute.

From a quantum perspective, reality exists as a superposition of possibilities until observed, similar to Vedanta’s idea that the material world is not independently real but shaped by consciousness. The hymn’s devotion symbolizes a shift from identification with transient forms to recognition of the infinite field of existence—just as quantum physics describes the universe as an interconnected energy field rather than fixed matter.

By meditating on Shiva, the seeker quiets the mind, moving beyond perception-based illusions. This echoes both Vedantic self-inquiry and the quantum notion that observation shapes reality. Ultimately, Sivapuranam serves as a bridge, guiding one from egoic limitation to the boundless, eternal awareness that underlies both spiritual realization and quantum existence.

At The Kumbh Mela

The Maha Kumbh Mela, the world's largest spiritual gathering, resonates deeply with Ramana Maharshi’s core teaching of Atma Vichara (self-inquiry), the question “Who am I?”. Seekers from all walks of life gather at the sacred Triveni Sangam in Prayagraj, symbolizing the dissolution of ego and the purification of the self. The confluence of the holy Ganga, Yamuna, and Saraswati is the focal point of this ritual, which holds special significance this time as it marks the 12th year of the 12-cycle event, last occurring 144 years ago. The act of bathing in the holy waters represents shedding illusion (Maya), much like Ramana’s teaching, which urges seekers to go beyond the false identification with body and mind.

Greeja, my nephew Yuhain and I took our bath on Shatilla Ekadesi (an important day for Lord Vishnu) day on the 25^th January 2025. This day was also astrologically significant in the sense that it was the day when 7 planets, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Neptune, Uranus and Mercury (joining the alignment briefly), making it one of the rarest celestial events. More importantly this alignment is believed to amplify the energies of these planets, which in turn provides an aura for personal transformation and growth. This cosmic intervention is supposed to facilitate the alignment of one’s thoughts, action and goals. While taking our holy dip facing the sun, each of us had our own introspection, and none of us spoke about it, quietly embracing the energy.

At The Triveni Sangam

At that moment, the absoluteness of my existence seemed meaningless—stretching into eternity—though it lasted only a few minutes. I closed my eyes, lost in contemplation.

What eventually brought me back to my senses was the thought of Raviena and Banu, who were celebrating their special day as well. In New Zealand, they had their Registration of Marriage performed, and we had the privilege of witnessing the ceremony live via video, just before we set out for the Holy Dip.

It was an incredibly emotional moment for Greeja and me. Though we felt the sorrow of not being physically present, we were comforted knowing that she was surrounded by wonderful people to witness the occasion. Our emotions deepened even further when we saw her wearing my late father's watch. It felt as though he was there in spirit, watching over her, witnessing her momentous day.

The Union of Raviena and Banu

At that instant, I realized that the path of self-inquiry would not be an easy one. Detaching from worldly bonds is no simple task when one is deeply rooted in attachments, responsibilities, and the accountability that life inevitably brings. The journey inward is profound, yet the ties of love, duty, and relationships remain ever strong, making the pursuit of self-realization both challenging and deeply meaningful.

To me the Kumbh Mela was not just a ritual but an inward journey, where seekers renounce worldly attachments, mirroring Ramana’s path of introspection. The vast congregation reflects the interconnectedness of all beings, reinforcing Vedanta’s idea that the self (Atman) is not separate but one with the absolute reality (Brahman). Just as the seeker inquires “Who am I?” to dissolve ego, the Kumbh Mela provides a space for self-reflection and ultimate realization.

At The Kumbh

For me the journey continues, searching for the beginning, to understand the end.

ravivarmmankkanniappan@2317160220253.0567° N, 101.5851° E

from BEARDO's kitchen : Katta Salted Fish Curry ...... a Sri Lankan version

 

Katta Salted Fish Curry

I was in Sri Lanka two weeks ago, and managed to get fresh salted fish from Kudawella, a fishing village in South Sri Lanka. I got both their speciality salted fish the Katta (Queenfish) Salted Fish and the Southern Bluefin Tuna (a rarity in this part, hence its price). 

Today I am going to cook the Katta Salted Fish curry. Below are the ingredients for today's cuisine. From the top, the pounder with pounded black pepper, baby potatoes (you can use any type of potatoes), Chilly Powder, Thatta Payir (Black eyed peas), coconut milk, Coriander Powder, Cumin Powder, Tumeric powder, Fenugreek seed, Chopped onion, garlic & green Chillies, Chopped tomatoes & Brinjal, Tamarind and in the centre is the Katta Salted fish.

The Ingredients

Make sure you soak the Katta fish in room temperature water and soak the black eyed peas in hot water for about 15 to 30 minutes.

Transfer the Katta Fish in a Wok

(You can also use Mud pot for this dish)

Transfer the remaining items

Firstly transfer the Katta Fish, Chopped Onion/garlic/green chilly, potatoes, brinjal, black eyed pea, coriander powder, tumeric powder and chille powder.

Coconut Milk

Then pour the coconut milk in the wok and stir well. Let the the chilly powder, coriander powder and turmeric mix well. 

Finally you can fire up the stove, and let the main ingredients to cook. You can put a lid on so that it cooks well. 

Stir Well

Cover the Wok with Lid

Then add tomatoes and let it cook for 5 minutes. After that add fenugreek seeds, cumin powder and pounded pepper and allow it to cook for another 5 minutes. 

Curry Leaves

Almost there, add curry leaves to enhance the flavour. Taste for salt, since it's salted fish this should be done towards the end.

If everything is good, viola Katta Salted Fish curry, the Singhalese way, is ready to be served. Did you notice something........I did not use oil at all. That is a speciality of this dish.

Tonight dinner was, Katta Salt Fish curry with Brinjal Paal curry (Brinjal Coconut Milk curry) with stir fry spinach. It was indeed yummy.

If you are thinking about the oil in the cooking, well the coconut we used in the cooking tonight would be more than enough to cover it. 

So everyone, please do try this simple cuisine and do let me know.

Until the next time....

Cheers.

ravivarmmakkanniappan@2229201220243.0567° N, 101.5851° E 

 

 

FEAR

Sunset at Cinnamon Island, Koggala Lake, Sri Lanka

I was inspired to write this piece after my recent encounter with FEAR in Sri Lanka. A feeling that was long forgotten by me, caught up with my existential self.

I was in a situation recently that should have put me in the utmost fear. But for whatever reason, the fear did not engulf me, instead, my entire focus was channeled towards getting out of that tight spot as best as my roommate and I could. Even after out of danger, my friend and I together with the rest were focused in making sure all of us got out safely.

Well, only after an hour out of harm’s way, my legs started to wobble a little. I guess the adrenaline rush just then was weaning off.

Fear is a natural psychological reaction when one is caught in a situation which they are not in control of. However, what is most important is not so much the fear itself but how we handle this fear. I still remember making a ruckus wanting to go back while watching the movie Gumnaam (a Hindi movie), so my Pappa had to bring me back home, while my Amma and Aunty continued watching the movie. Mind you this happened in 1966 when I was a mere 3year old, and I can still vividly remember it till today, such is the power of fear.

But of course I have come past that a long time ago. But retrospectively looking at life, I have come across some of the most defining moments, and fear following me throughout.  However, what made the difference was the way I handled it to-date.

What is the worst that can happen to one, ultimately it is death.  If one can accept death and does not fear the inevitable death, then there is nothing to fear, at all. 

The Buddha in his teachings had emphasized the practice of Maranasati or the mindfulness of death as a way to confront and accept mortality. In the conversation between Yudishithira and Yaksha in the Mahabharatha (the episode of Yaksha Prashna), one question posed was, “What is the greatest wonder in the world?” Yudhishithira’s answer was, “Day after Day, countless creatures go to the abode of Yama (death), yet those who remain desire to live forever. This is the greatest wonder.”

According to psychologists, fear is basically an emotional response triggered by a specific perceived threat. The brain’s amygdala and hypothalamus kick in to survival mode where the body could respond in 3 ways:  FIGHT, FLIGHT or FREEZE. At that point the adrenaline and cortisol rush would determine how one manages the threat. Interestingly the fear of the known seem to be easier to manage than the fear of the unknown. I guess when one is dealing with a known threat, the hindsight knowledge one has allows the person to better prepare, rationalize and cope with the impending threat. Whereas when the fear culminates from a threat that is unknown, it definitely creates uncertainty and a lack of control to the person and eventually amplifying anxiety.

Greeja and I were once caught in the Trafalgar Square, during a London Mob (it’s London, so anytime is a good time for a bovver), an experience we will never forget. It was extremely overwhelming, people running in all directions, and with both the perpetrators and enforcement personnel engaging head on. In the midst of the chaos the most likely thing that can happen is both of us may get separated, which we did for a good 5 minutes, when someone just shoved his way between us which broke our clutched hands. I turned around and within minutes Greeja was out of my sight. The fear of something happening to her made me break out in a sweat, but thank God she was pushed to a wall and I managed to reach her and we started walking the opposite direction away from the mob. But for that moment the fear of losing her engulfed me, though just minutes before we got separated we did agree, that in the event we  do get separated,  we will not waste our time looking for each other in the riot but will head straight to our hotel and meet up there.

Thus were some of the moments in my life where I faced some of the worst fears. But it is nothing compared to many historical figures who saw death staring straight into their eyes and yet they continued to strife to pursue their course. Alexander Solzhenitsyn who faced brutality and certain death whilst imprisoned in the Russian Gulag by the order of Stalin, continued to write exposing Stalin’s totalitarianism. Or for that matter, nothing compares to the sacrifice of Kuyili, the Commander in chief of the Udaiyal Womens Army to Rani Velu Naatchiyaar in 1780. Where Kuyili, applied ghee to her body, self-immolated and jumped into the British Ammunition depot in Sivagangga, Tamil Nadu, which gave Rani Velu Natchiyaar the advantage to defeat the British and the Nawab of Arcot. I dared not imagine what ran in the mind of Kuyili, at that moment when she decided to leap into the arsenal ablaze.

Kaarthigai Deepam 2024, Thiruvannamalai, India.

(Photo courtesy from Jyothi TV Live Drone Video)

These are moments where the “FEAR” of a bigger call diminishes the individuals “fear” of an imminent threat or even death.

I would end my thought with a quote by Ralph Waldo Emerson, “The hero is no braver than an ordinary man, but he is brave five minutes longer.”

Hence my only hope is, next time when I am in a tight spot which threatens my existence, I would have the wisdom to exercise that FIVE MINUTES.

Cheers.

The Full Moon on Kaarthigai Deepam

13 December 2024

(Subang Jaya)

ravivarmmankkanniappan@2014121920243.0567° N, 101.5851° E

 

SOMETIMES

The Jacket

And I thought I am going to lose it forever. This was the second time I had to endure that thought. 

We just checked into a hotel, and I was getting ready to have my bath, when my room mate walked in, and we started to have a conversation. Suddenly there was this loud hissing noise as though of a major gas leak coming from outside. Out of curiousity my room mate opened the room door to inspect, to be greeted with a frantic voice shouting "FIRE FIRE, PLEASE LEAVE THE ROOM and GO DOWN using the FIRE STAIRCASE". Confused of course but realising the imminent danger, my room mate and I grabbed our little bags which had our passports and other important documents and ran towards the Fire staircase. I was half naked, (thank God it was the top half), but my roomate was fully clothed as he had just stepped in just now, before the commotion. 

We were on the 6th Floor of the hotel, and by the time we reached the 3rd floor staircase, the lights went off, and it was pitch dark. Luckily both of us had our phones, and we progressed to the ground floor with the light from the phone torch light. At that point we were the only ones climbing down the staircase with hotel staffs going up, perhaps to evecuate the others. By the time we came to the ground floor lobby, there was already thick smoke greeting us. We made a dash to the the street with hotel staff ushering us. 

We made a head count to check whether our other comrades were out, slowly one by one emerged from the smoky lobby with other hotel guests. All were out except 3. We were frantic, we informed the hotel staff about them. Our main concern was one of our mates who owing to stroke a few years ago has a slight mobility impairment. After a good 10 minutes all 3 of them emerged from the lobby, where by now there was already a thick smoke bellowing from both from the lobby and the 7th floor. The fire department came soon after and their attention was targetted in rescuing a guest who was stuck on the 6th floor. He was eventually rescued through the window. No casualty was reported with serious injuries except for the rescued guests and one of our mates who had some breathing difficulty was sent to the hospital via ambulance for examination and observation. To our relief, our mate who had to spend a night in the hospital was discharged the next day with a clean bill of health.

Our journey of friendship began in 1983 in USM, Penang and slowly this relationship became an eternal bond that saw us through thick and thin. Of the 31 comrades only 14 of us participated in this outing. 

We were more concerned for each other than thinking about ourselves during the crisis. As for me the reflection of the crisis only sat in last night, and started thinking about the "what if" scenarios. It did bring a spine-chilling thought.

My jacket had taken me places and has kept me company for a long time. I hung the jacket in the cubboard as I came into the hotel room. The poor "fellow" endured the heat and smoke and survived. I shouted hurrah the next day when the hotel staff brought down guests' belongings, when I saw my Jacket was intact. Unfortunately one of my mates lost his watch, and he was visibly upset as the watch was of sentimental value to him. I can empathize with him and such a loss is not easy to digest nor accept. Some might ask, "What's the big deal? After all, we should be grateful that nothing serious had happened to us." But it's not that simple to unravel these feelings. Emotions can run far deeper than mere relief.

Beyond that, the thought of losing one another was defintely playing in all our minds, though none of us spoke about it. 

நட்பு என்னும் நூலால் பின்னிய மலர் மாலையை,
தவறி விழுந்தால் எட்டிக் கொண்டிட முடியாது.
அதைச் சிறுத்தி விடுவது பயமாகும்

    

The Garland Woven with the Thread of Friendship,

If it Slips and Falls, Cannot Be Picked Up Whole.

The Fear of it Breaking Keeps One Holding on Tightly.

The above poem speaks volume on the nature of friendship and the fear of losing a friend. Beyond fear this incident, without doubt had conjured profound awareness on the fragility of LIFE and reminding us not to take anything for granted. It made us realize that life can change in an instant, hence telling us to cherish every moment in a relationship. It created an avenue to value friendship and aprreciate the present and finding strengths in connections that transcend transient challenges.

SOMETIMES the thought of merely losing a jacket is only an external manifestation of an internal call to reconcile oneself with the notion of gratitude, compassion and embrace the fleeting beauty of life with humility and love. 

Bopath Waterfalls, Ratnapura, Sri Lanka

But all things said and done, the final words before we parted were, "Let's plan for the next overseas trip." This ecapsulates the true spirit of our brotherhood. Despite everything, our bond remained strong and instead of dwelling on what had transpired on this trip, we were already looking forward to the next adventure.

CHEERS to friendship that doesn't just endure but thrives on the future and new beginnings.  

.......sometimes........

ravivarmmankkanniappan@1517081220243.0567° N, 101.5851° E

  

 

 

at BEARDO's kitchen Sauteed Garlic Potato

I saw this recipe on Youtube the other day, and since Greeja said that she would want to do a simple western dinner, I thought this would be a good accompaniment.

The Grand Finale.

So this is a simple potato dish. Since it was only both of us, I used only two potatotes. I used the Australian potato, which works well with this preparation.

Australian Potato

Sliced Potatoes

Wash the potatoes well, do not peel the skin. This is to make sure it does not disintegrate later. Slice the potatoes thinly, 3 quaters of the way. Then boil the potatoes for about 15 minutes.

Boiling the Potato

Once the potato is boiled, placed a pan over the stove and drop a few tablespoon of butter and allow it to melt. Then transfer the boiled potatoes and sautee it slowly.

Potato being Sauteed

Once it turns slightly brown, add salt, paprika, and oregano, and stir it till it mixes well. Then add chopped garlic and allow the garlic juice with the butter caramel to seep into the potatoes. 

Salt, Paprika and Oregano 

Garlic Juice 

An viola the Sauteed Garlic Potato is ready to go. It is good for a vegetarian accompaniment too. It can had by itself or to accompany bread toast, rice or even pasta.

Today Chef De Silva prepared Grilled Masala Salmon, Chinese Stir fry Carrot with Mushroom, and Freshly Cut Tomatoes, and to go with it is the Sauteed Garlic Potato.

Dinner Tonite

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